eighty-four.

"never give up. if you're looking for something easy, you might as well give it up."

i'm sitting here staring at some jammies that i almost wish i didn't own. they're sitting inside a bag filled with things i wish i didn't even have, my cell phone charger included. i know everything will be fine and in given time everything will be back to how it was a few days ago. in the mean time, i just don't want to deal with things being weird. i feel like a different person when this happens, nothing feels the same. and i never know what to do. i just keep reminding myself it's temporary. it still hurts.
some sort of cool news that i found out today.. i can get my early childhood cda for free. i'd take a class, held at my work, 2 nights a week for a couple months. i'm pretty sure cda's don't take long to get as is. but, i guess i might as well, ya know?