three.

zol- "soo do you think there is something, like, the opposite of RH?!"
kg- "you mean... it goes inside instead of out?!"
hahahahaha.. my life rules. :D

i worked my first saturday morning class of the year, today. it was fun. mostly all kids that i enjoy. the first class is a preschool class, and they are always fun. then i went to taylors and we watched walk the line.. finally. even though he cheated earlier in the week and watched the WHOLE thing without me, oh well. later, we watched Green Street Hooligans again. i didn't cry real bad this time, my eyes only watered a little bit. ANYWAY.. we went to MJB's and KG was there, then zol met up with us later. we played some pool, darts, chilled, it was fun. then we hit up midnight bowling with jake&mary. I WON US A WHOLE PIZZA! it was good.

NEXT is such a lame show. and "pumkin" from flava of love, is on it right now. so many teevee shows suck lately, it bums me out.

im supposed to have the rough copy of my grad project in by this friday, so that i can hopefully hand in the finished product by the end of this month. im still havent started, i am such a procrastinator. i hate it. and i hate the idea of graduation products. they don't prove anything. other than that, school is actually pretty alright. im hoping to end high school, just how i started it. nice, relaxed, and pretty happy. i can be all of those, but sometimes my negativety can get the best of me, which has been the case all too often lately. which brings me to...

how much i love my friends. in times like this, where i find myself getting upset over basically nothing, the people who really care pull through the most. they are the ones who no matter how old it gets, how tiring it gets, or how annoying it gets. continue to stick by myside and try to cheer me up. i don't mean all of this like "oh well, i dont care if i get upset and if im a burden on all of my friends, because they will always be there and they can always try to cheer me up, and they can just do everything for me." i just mean that it's nice, when i get bummed out, to know that i have some friends who will keep me going. and make sure that i am okay. i appreciate it alot, and i love them all for that.

my boyfriend is wonderful like that too. he makes me happy. he keeps me okay&better. he checks up on me when i look bummed out. and he talks things out with me, to make sure everything's alright. i love him. he treats me perfectly, and he is honestly one of the, if not the greatest person in my life.

i like being happy.
have a good one.